Saturday, May 20, 2006
very long didn't blog here le.. I guess nobody visits this blog anyway.. which is exactly wat I want..
sometimes, I was there thinking.. can optimistic ppl remain optimistic all their lives? There are bound to be times where they are down and discouraged..
honestly.. I am one who doesn't really open up my inner world to others.. friends are often misled by my so called 'cheerful and bubbly' outer nature that they all tink I am an optimistic gal.. how I wish I am too.. but I am not.. still rmb wat glad said.. I am not an optimistic person but I try my hardest to.. this shld the comment that held the most truth in it ba..
mentioned that I am very down this week.. wanna noe y.. lol.. shall write here.. irritated mrs tag last wk.. followed by miss tay and mrs lofthouse this week.. then something I knew saddens me further.. at least from today onwards.. I know what that person wants and shan't harbour any hopes.. then my chem test.. didn't score so badly b4.. then the band concert which I wanted to watch with the clique but can't.. and lastly.. I saw how my friends all had plans for their June hols.. but I had none.. it is ironic.. I purposely kept it empty but here I am, getting upset over it..
sometimes I really tink ppl really get what they deserve.. including myself.. all that I get is all I deserve..
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