we should love life as it is.. without expecting much from it.. only when we don't expect much from it can we have lots of surprises..
we should always cherish our loved ones and be grateful for the slightest sacrifices that they made for us.. so that even if tomolo is the end of the world, we wouldn't have any regrets...
that life is like a roller coaster..although roller coaster scares the wits out of us, ppl still enjoy it at the end of the ride.. it is the ups and downs that made life interesting, meaningful, colourful..
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
congrats guys.. if u r here.. that means u r true friends of mine!! muahahaz.. do u feel honoured? keez.. no lah.. I mean.. I would only introduced this blog to friends I am comfortable with.. those who had been with me long enough, know me well enough etc.. first.. I am not free now.. Promos coming so I don't have the time to change my blogskin.. will do it after Promos.. Reason why I want to set up a 2nd blog.. am I addicted to blogging? No, of cos.. haaz.. I feel restricted in my first blog.. cos there are a lot of things which I cannot really talk about.. however, the definition of blogs to me should be a medium where I can record my thoughts.. clearly and truthfully. I don't want a blog just to please ppl.. I want something my friends and I can relate to.. well.. so that is why you see this blog here.. Recently or rather this year, I feel that my character had been degrading.. I pon lectures, pon school.. and tutorials undone.. well.. how do u phrase it? In all, I have become an irresponsible person in the eyes of everyone. However, I feel that this is not the image that I want to project.. this is not the real me.. how? I feel misunderstood.. however I cannot blame them cos it is my fault that I projected the wrong image to people.. but.. no matter what.. I just feel sad.. think I need counselling.. Btw, I just realised something.. when u cry, it means u r upset.. when one does not cry and puts on a happy front, it does not mean he/she is not sad either.. Crying may relieve stress, I admit.. but where and how to cry are important too.. for me. I would chose to break down in frony of people closest to me.. cos they are all I needed.. blogging off now.. got to add some finishing touches to my PW OP script.. friends, though I am not feeling happy, hope u guys still have a good day ahead. Go Go Jia You! : )
