we should love life as it is.. without expecting much from it.. only when we don't expect much from it can we have lots of surprises..
we should always cherish our loved ones and be grateful for the slightest sacrifices that they made for us.. so that even if tomolo is the end of the world, we wouldn't have any regrets...
that life is like a roller coaster..although roller coaster scares the wits out of us, ppl still enjoy it at the end of the ride.. it is the ups and downs that made life interesting, meaningful, colourful..
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Tomorrow will be my last day taking LEP.. after that, I can really bid it goodbye.. it really saddens me to think that I have to give it up after a year.. I really don't like the feeling of giving something up half way.. is this really the right decision? Will it really be better for me to be taking 3 sub? I dunno.. let time prove it ba.. signed up for singnet broadband just now.. will be getting a ipod nano soon.. yeah! haaz.. this year sure hasn't been smooth-sailing.. but luckily everything turns out fine right at the end.. wow.. and I have certainly gained a lot from it.. I should say this year is an eventful and a fruitful one.. honestly, dropping of LEP had hurt me deeply.. I feel that once I had taken up a sub, it is my responsibility to do it well.. I had not done so for my 4 sub and now.. I have to give up LEP.. it just saddens me to give it up just like that.. what makes me regret is that I should have tried the LEP and Chem papers.. maybe I can get an A pass for either one or both of them.. this way, I can maintain 4 sub.. It is because I have not done the papers that I am reluctant to admit defeat just like that.. how can I just rely on subject tutors' comments juz like that? Do they really understand me? Do they know how I think? I am so unwilling to admit defeat.. really.. but what else can I do? I can only follow their advice if I want to be promoted.. haiz.. that's y.. I have decided.. I am going to work hard and get 3 A's.. I am determined not to commit the same mistake again.
