we should love life as it is.. without expecting much from it.. only when we don't expect much from it can we have lots of surprises..
we should always cherish our loved ones and be grateful for the slightest sacrifices that they made for us.. so that even if tomolo is the end of the world, we wouldn't have any regrets...
that life is like a roller coaster..although roller coaster scares the wits out of us, ppl still enjoy it at the end of the ride.. it is the ups and downs that made life interesting, meaningful, colourful..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
A scene at Mac today.. I was studying and 3 P6 gals sat at the table beside me. They came with the same purpose.. to study.. they got stacks of test papers with them..haaz.. nowadays P6 students also so hardworking.. xiang dang nian.. I was there enjoying myself.. studies was never one of my worries.. haaz.. the 3 gals chatted as they do their work.. a bit noisy.. I looked up.. then accidentally met the eyes of one of the gals.. I think I look fierce.. cos the girl immediately ask her friends to lower their volume.. but they didn't.. then dunno y..suddenly they made a call to another friend.. and the 3 gals started shouting into the phone.. quarelling with the person on the other end I think.. gosh.. their voice volume was so loud that I can even hear them clearly with my MP3 player on.. everyone was practically looking in their direction but they don't seem to notice.. haaz.. obviously they are not scared of throwing face..and of cos.. the conversation with that friend of theirs was a childish one.. what 'why u badmouth me behind my back? Don't think I don't know.. Who who who told me about it le.." then the person on the other line threatened to complain to her mother.. lolz.. then one of the 3 gals threatened back.. ' can u don't be so timid? threatening me to go to your mother.. don't think I dun noe.. u always badmouth me in front of your mother.. your mom thought I am a very scheming and cunning person.. so what if u go and complain to her, I wouldn't care if she comes and scold me.. I will surely scold her back.. who do she think she is? so dua pai meh?" wow.... little gals nowdays are impressive, I would say.. in our days.. maybe I am really timid.. I am really fearful of my friends' parents looking me up.. luckilyno matter who I offended then.. their parents didn't come and scold me.. haaz.. Reflecting on this incident.. I find it amusing.. don't you find them a bit naive? They confronted the person on the phone.. a waste of phone bill I would say..luckily the person they spoke to is someone their age.. if it was someone older, more experienced, the story won't be the same.. haaz.. and since they are so young, they wouldn't care to be embarrassed.. shouting into the phone.. and let everyone know what they are talking about.. maybe this is what being young is about.. u can ignore ppl's opinion and dui as much lian as u want.. haaz..perharps it is really a fact that we are old.. if u ask me to quarrel over the phone in front of a crowd of people.. haaz.. I would find it so dui lian and childish thing to do.. and I feel like in a real world if someone really harbours bad intentions, it wouldn't do any good to confront him/her either..haaz.. However, I still pei fu that courage and that naiveness.. it is something that we lost in the process of growing up.. as we become more aware of how things work in real life..we become more self conscious..haaz.. at the end of the day, the 3 cute gals spent much of their time quarrelling and chatting that they did not spend much time on their work.. haaz..
