Saturday, May 20, 2006
very long didn't blog here le.. I guess nobody visits this blog anyway.. which is exactly wat I want..
sometimes, I was there thinking.. can optimistic ppl remain optimistic all their lives? There are bound to be times where they are down and discouraged..
honestly.. I am one who doesn't really open up my inner world to others.. friends are often misled by my so called 'cheerful and bubbly' outer nature that they all tink I am an optimistic gal.. how I wish I am too.. but I am not.. still rmb wat glad said.. I am not an optimistic person but I try my hardest to.. this shld the comment that held the most truth in it ba..
mentioned that I am very down this week.. wanna noe y.. lol.. shall write here.. irritated mrs tag last wk.. followed by miss tay and mrs lofthouse this week.. then something I knew saddens me further.. at least from today onwards.. I know what that person wants and shan't harbour any hopes.. then my chem test.. didn't score so badly b4.. then the band concert which I wanted to watch with the clique but can't.. and lastly.. I saw how my friends all had plans for their June hols.. but I had none.. it is ironic.. I purposely kept it empty but here I am, getting upset over it..
sometimes I really tink ppl really get what they deserve.. including myself.. all that I get is all I deserve..
1:43 AM
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
我讨厌欢笑,因为他的背后总隐藏着伤痕..
7:06 AM
Friday, December 30, 2005
today is officially my last day of work.. wanted to sum up my tots.. this is my happiest job so far.. cos the 3 sisters (bosses) are real nice.. they really can pei us chat and gossip.. I also made a few friends thru this job like jasmin and li ru.. haaz.. in the past, work means work.. ppl aren't too keen to gossip with me on my last job.. I think we aren't interested in the same topics too..ya, so everything is very serious.. they may not care much abt u, just purely work.. here, it is different.. although I didn't forget to work (I am still there to work..) but it made me realise that work can be quite fun too.. haaz..
calculate a total.. I only earned 600 plus during this hols.. and to think I had already spent it all.. haaz.. cos the uniform job is get money on the spot de.. so I have a tendency to spend the money before I can save it..lol..
6:05 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
I really envy the story and scriptwriters.. at least they have the ability to create the characters in the stories and dramas we watched.. it is not wrong to say that they are human too.. but they are able to pen their regrets down and weave it into beautiful and tragic fairytales.. how I wish I can do that too..
7:32 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
ok, u see.. I am real bo liao..haaz.. I decided to come up with the list of my friends' blogs that I loved in one way or another.. haaz.. it is 4 plus am now.. I got up early, I suppose..haaz..
Most inspiring blog award...
goes to.. puay yee's!! haaz..
2nd, most well updated blog
sam's!
third, sweetest blog design award
angel!!
fourth, first blog that I know of award
goes to bin!!
fifth, most entertaining blog
is being awarded to miao yu.. haaz.. cos her blog makes me amused easily..
sixth, most read by me blog..
sam again!!
seventh, most neglected blog
weiding's..haaz..
eighth.. most well liked background music
yuen ting's..
most special bloggie..
2505 de class blog
as u see, I am real bored.. haaz.. and the above meant no offence..lol.. it is for the sake of fun.. everyone has their own unique style..
12:28 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
I chanced upon my Big 5 personality profile when I cleaned my room today.. hmm.. flipped thru it and glanced through a few pages.. I realised my listening ability is very low.. haaz.. which I find it funny..
friends, tell me, is my listening ability really that bad?? I said it is funny not because it is untrue.. in fact, it is the opposite!! I feel that this is true to a large extent.. I dunno.. but I realise that often.. when I am supposed to lend ppl a listening ear, I ended up blabbering away.. I didn't mean it of cos.. but sort of can't help it.. but I am trying to change now.. cos I heard frm somewhere.. a gd friend is also a gd listener.. so now, I still blabber away.. but there are also times when I try to control myself by keeping my opinions to myself and let the other party talk.. it is beneficial to both parties actually.. I get to save saliva.. whereas he/she gets to voice out his frustrations and troubles.. : )
7:03 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
tomolo is a free day again!! really feel like slacking for the whole day or go to the library to catch up on some GP materials.. but then.. haiz.. I think I gonna clean up my room.. and I am not too willing to do that.. lolz.. see first lah.. I must find a gd reason to convince myself not to clean the room..haaz..
OCIP Sri Lanka trip is cancelled!! Gosh.. the grp is supposed to set off on 21 Nov but it was postponed to 23rd Nov due to climate..monsoon rains.. and it is cancelled now due to political instability.. gosh.. Sri Lanka just had their president election.. guess the situation is really tense.. according to angel, there are 2 options.. one is to join VJ in their trip to Cambodia.. the other is to postpone the trip to March holidays next year. well, I know it is self centred of me, but I do wish they can postpone the trip to March.. in that case, maybe I can join in!!
oh, btw, PH company called today asking for my address.. they wil send my pay thru mail to me within the next few days.. yipee!!
10:15 PM
